I AM IRRITATED right now, and i know that shouldn't have these feelings of remorse or hatred but sometimes I really can't help it. I know that its a small problem and might be easily fixed BUT I am a volunteer for the village, I don't have a car of my own, and I will be stranded at the train station for at least 2 hours...I DONT UNDERSTAND. I mean there are over 50 cars in the village, 22 houses with 2 house parents and 2 young coworkers each so thats 88 possible individuals who can drive...BUT not one of them is able to pick me up at the time the train comes in! The younger coworkers all have to attend the advent garden, they are the choir, and the houseparents either have kids involved in it or just cant come. Now, from what I have heard my houseparents are taking a day off, on this strenuous day for the village and screwing everybody... I tell you, sometimes being a coworker at this particular place is draining, not just physically, but emotionally. I feel at this point, that part of my soul has gone missing..
Let me pose a question.... How can I find myself when part of me is missing?
and i hear you out there asking why i wrote this and what it has to do with discerning. Well the answer is simple. Discerning means asking questions.
About Me
- Sunshine Flows
- I am me. I cry too easily, I laugh too loudly... and I am singularly clumsy. I live each moment as it is given to me, not expecting much but learning that lessons are around every corner. I love Jesus, and I am forever looking to find where God might lead me next.
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