Even the sun gets clouded vision

Alright, I know I am an uber procrastinator but I had this dream last night. Let me give you a little background on the scenario. I was talking to this guy last year, who is in this band whom I am a loyal fan of. And things were going swimmingly but he was shy and so was I so nothing actually happened between us..but here is the kicker. I go on vacation and come back and he has a girlfriend (or something like it) and that doesn't bother me because we weren't dating...what bothers me is the fact that now that he is with her he ignores all of the fans (especially me) and it gets annoying after a while!
Yesterday was my Birthday and a group of us coworkers drove an hour to go see the band. Now, the band knows me and we have become friends. And all of the band members while on stage Said "Happy Birthday, Crystal" except him lets call him J.

Now leading into the dream. I am a rather firm believer in the superstitious oldwives tale that the dream you have on the night of your birthday predicts how your year will be or events that may happen, so without much further ado my dream:

The dream was clearer than any dream I have had in a while.
A group of coworkers from camphill and I go to the coffee shop where J works and when I get to the register I must have a look of annoyance on my face because J looks into my eyes (he has a wierd way of reading my thoughts through my eyes) and apologizes for ignoring me and being petty. Then we start to talk again like before, only this time we seem to get closer to eachother!
Then it jumps to a couple weeks later and we are at one of his bands concerts and I am outside talking to one of the other band leaders. J comes over to me with his girlfriend and introduces us (i think she knows that he used to like me).
Then out of the blue R (his girlfriend) becomes a nun or rather turns into one. And she grabs me and tells me I must enter the convent because of my impure thoughts.
I am in total shock at this statement, as I wasnt having any "impure" thoughts at that time...I was just Happy (I dont know what it is with this band but their concerts come at the most convient times in my life, when my soul needs therapy). So now, I am stuck between the nun and J ,Then J grabs my arm and whispers do you trust me? I say yes with a little hesitation, then out of the blue He kisses me!
The nun then grabs me back towards her and says i must go with her to the convent to confession.

Then the nun disappears and R reaappears. And in a moment of total wierdness within the dream She gives me a hug and we are friends (which i can almost gaurantee wont happen).Then J gets up the courage (which i think he lacks) to tell R that he has feelings for me and always has and that his relationship with her was just a test of sorts to sort out his real feelings for me...Then J kisses me again..
Then there is the nun again and she tells me that I have to make a decision right then on the spot to either
go with her to the convent and let R be with J
or be known as the chick who tore apart the relationship of J and R...and be with J and be Eternally happy

At this point I woke up crying...I guess my mind was working overtime. I actually dont care what you may think, whether this was just a rambling of my imagination or a story i made up because i want this fantasy to come true..BUT it is honestly the dream I had last night. And I , being an overly analytical person...have tried to analyze this dream to peices and have been unsuccessful at it

Maybe you can help??